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Across The Dark

by Lost Years

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1.
I know you haven't been the same in days. Whatever happened to the way we used to talk like we were invincible. We were pioneers breaking through the miserable. Now it's all dark inside my head. I hope you don't go there. But if you feel yourself wishing I was there, know that I'm there. We're just traveling through time and space at an alarming rate. Now it's all dark inside my head. Hope you don't go there. If you feel yourself wishing I was there I hope you know that I'm there.
2.
The hammer nailed us down. The bastards laughing. Father are you proud? ‘Cause a yard short felt like a league down. Another grain through the hour glass. These passing moments you can't take back. This is a never ender where we stay complacent in our own ways. With constant contemplation of exit situations and the notion of never knowing home. This is where we separate when asking holy fathers if we will ever be saved. The value of life we cast aside. Answers to life’s questions we may never find. This is a never ender where we stay complacent in our own ways. With constant contemplation of exit situations and the notion of never knowing.
3.
Well, I'm stressed again and restless cause you know it's never been enough for me. And we both know that I wear down way too easy. But could you talk to me? Cause anyone could say anything to make me think that this doesn't mean leaving. You can't undo what you've done and you can't take back all the memories from everyone you've loved. But it’s so selfish to think that your apology is enough and it's so useless to feel this fucked. All the the times I've wanted to just lay down and die they flash right before my eyes. All the times I've picked myself back up. They’re a constant reminder that I will never fucking give up.
4.
So if this is what you wanted then where does it end? ‘Cause you're wearing me down, wearing me thin. And I can't keep beating myself up over this just give and give and give. Now you're crawling in your skin. You're getting deeper and deeper in to something that you just can't understand. And the dark around your eyes matches the tone of your voice but I cant change your constant perspective of reckless negligence anymore. So if this is what you wanted then where does it end? ‘Cause you're wearing me down, wearing me thin. And I can't keep beating myself up over this just give and give and give a piece of myself away again. So you left a dog ear on our page so you could turn back just in case. If those other lines don't satisfy your verbal taste. You'll turn back, find our page, trace the crease but don't look back over me. Leave me folded and let me be.
5.
Is this not a test of a will to overcome? A burden placed upon us not meant for weaker ones. Still, never letting go of this cognitive dissonance. Bewildered beyond belief. We're shuffled in the bourgeois. Craning our necks just to see them never letting go. Of our necks while our backs are pressed against the cold concrete and Idon't wanna live like that. I wanna forget all the times I've wasted on feeling so fucking miserable. It’s a feeling that never gets old it just spreads its roots and grows. Never letting go. There is a constant disconnect where the ground meets the sky. A deafening silence where the two collide like you and I. At our necks while our backs are pressed against the cold concrete and I don't wanna live like that but they are never letting go.

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released April 20, 2018

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